tomorrow morning brings my theology exam, a nice sturdy 3 hour long stint. i’m so nervous, more nervous then i’ve ever been. i’ve been making so much effort to stop myself from thinking about edinburgh, and now much rides on these exams. i dunno, i just know that i need edinburgh to happen. it’d be the greatest achievement i could dream of, and it’s all i’ve worked for this year. it means so much to me, and i get so excited when i think about it. fuck it, it’s gonna happen.if i’m any patch on em, it’ll happen. for now, gonna read more notes and listen to bon iver, cause that’s the best i can do.